It all seems much more real now that we know that Tam knows who we are and all about us. I think about him every day wondering how he is doing and what he is thinking about. Wondering what it will be like on that first day we meet. Will he attach to us? What will his grief and loss look like when we get home? How can we help him through it? We are headed for the Beach for two weeks and I secretly think it will help pass the time and get my mind from worrying about whether or not we will get to Ethiopia this summer.